The Beginning

Hi and hugs

This is the intro to my diary I suppose I should introduce myself. Hi to everyone who is reading this. I go by the nickname of bravelady. I come from Scotland and I have been collared to Master Aegean since Friday July 27th. A date to remember!

I have been in the BDSM scene since January 2000.

I first discovered it when I bought my PC in October 1999. I had fantasised about being spanked all my life but never did anything about it. I thought I was depraved and perverted. Well maybe I am but don't i just love it! Well to be honest I didn't really know I could have done something about it. I had never told anyone about about my fantasies.

Anyway one day I typed in 'spanking' in the search space after making sure no one was looking over my shoulder. <grins>. Oh joy!! I could not believe what I found. All these lovely pervy people that I found in a chat room. I got chatting to a guy by accident
as I had been clicking like mad on names to see profiles not realising I was
PMing them as well. <grins>.

Anyway we chatted over the next few weeks and we played in cyber which was great fun then as it was all so new to me. I wanted it to be real-life and he said I could visit him which I eventually did and continued to meet him for the next year going down every month to where he lived.

It was a terrific experience., a long way to go but worth it. We no longer meet but are still friends and chat online form time to time. He always insisted that there was a lot of Domme in me but since meeting Aegean it has totally disappeared if it ever existed.

I also met another Dom on a few occasions and whom I am still friends with and always will be. At the end of last year I was told about the bondage.com site and I discovered the #bdsm-scotland chat room and I have never looked back.

I went to my first munch in Edinburgh in January and met and made friends with a lot of people not just from the chat room. In March I went to my first Violate club night in Edinburgh. I wore a leather bra and leather trousers as I didn't have anything else.

I was overwhelmed and at first thought "what am I doing here" but as the night wore on I became more relaxed and started to feel at home. I let 'D' tie me up. I have been to Club Lash in Manchester twice where I first saw Aegean and to Rapture where I met him and to various other club nights and munches in Manchester where I am a member of the BDSM Manchester Community.

From being someone who was I suppose quite lonely being divorced and totally involved with my family I now have so many special friends and all of them lovely pervy people. It is quite overwhelming at times. So that is me up to date but if I think of anything else I will let you know. <grins>.

So now that I am collared to Aegean he has asked me to keep a diary. I have never kept a diary in my life! I will do my best even if it might be a bit erratic as I have to go back a little bit and my memory might let me down.

See you soon.
{bravelady}Aeg